NEW year...

actually New Year is juz a year fulls wif totally NEW 365 days...

New Year for me, quite nothing...

everybody celebrate for it... 

but, i'm aint do anythings to celebrate...

its juz like a normal holiday 

& i went shopping, satay, chit chat here & there...

juz tat onli...

HOWEVER,

its a brand new day & year...

quite sad to say tat i'm 20yrs old ad...

hmmm... tis age came too fast...

by a blinking of my eyes, its came...

its too fast & let me hav a feel its juz like a dream...

its too fake to blieve tat i ad getting older & older...

haiz... watever lah...

normal human should be getting older every year wat...

so I'M QUITE NORMAL LOLX...

hahaha...

blah blah blah a lots ad...

lets come to a topic...

today went shopping bought lots of things...

thanks to my cousin 10% discount for me... 

wow... damn love him...

muacksss muacksss muacksss...

met some friends in d shoes shop... 

quite nice d shoes there but not my size...

my huge giant feet will never fit d high heels...

but i am so eagle to buy them... 

love high heels so much...

its brave enuf for me to buy d things tat i would never buy b4 tis...

i tried & bought...

New Year should be changed somethings 

to suit ourselves into d new year mood...

so i CHANGED... 

made some changes mayb will bring me luck ??? 

hmmm... i think so gua...

 

today damn jammed in malacca... 

almost jammed for an hour in d parking lots... 

haiz... its an usual scene for d public holidays... 

 futhermore, 

d satay in Tampin also 

so so so famous until jammed, 

ppl crowded in d stall to enjoy d satay... 

my family went there earlier 

also hav to wait half an hour for d food... 

hmmm... plus self-service too !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

luckily got a guy who helped me to order d food... 

thanks d guy anywhere although i din even know u...

hahahahahaha... 

met my friends somemore at d satay stall... 

its had been such a long time din meet them up... 

d feeling quite strange i think...

some kind of uncomfortable mood 

& a strange mood came across my mind... 

but, 

its still feel good to see them all... 

since we had fate to meet each other & becum friends 

then we should cherish our friendship... rite??? 

thanks god i met u all ^^ 

and i will cherish our relationship till d day i die... 

 lastly, 

its quite down upon my relationship... 

i noticed tat our distances r getting further & further apart... 

started becum less topic to talk... 

communication problems... 

strange feeling... 

different interest... 

different thinking... 

those differences made me crazy... 

 I ＨＡＴＥ tis feeling... 

 y we will cum to tis situation??? 

how to settle it i also dunnoe... 

i lost my believe in our relationship dont u know tat??? 

mayb its me who think too much... 

MAYB MAYB MAYB~~~ 

 blah blah blah... 

stop thinking bout tat anymore... 

damn tired... 

 

hey d whole world, 

wish u all have a happy new year... 

CHEERS~~~

够爱（love）

指頭還殘留 你為我 擦的指甲油
沒想走 你好像說過 你和我 會不會有以後
世界一直一直變 地球不停的轉動
在你的時空 我從未退縮懦弱
當我靠在你耳朵 只想輕輕對你說
我的溫柔 只想讓你都擁有

我的愛 只能夠 讓你一個 人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄 不停守候 在你心門口
我的傷和眼淚 化為烏有 為你而流
藏在 無邊無際 小小宇宙 愛你的我

（你聽見了嗎 我為你唱的這首歌
是為了要證明 我為了你 存在的意義）

世界一直一直變 地球不停的轉動
在你的時空 我從未退縮懦弱
當我靠在你耳朵 只想輕輕對你說
我的溫柔 只想讓你都擁有

我的愛 只能夠 讓你一個 人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄 不停守候 在你心門口
我的傷和眼淚化為烏有 為你而流
藏在 無邊無際 小小宇宙 愛你的我

愛你的我 不能停止脈搏
為了愛你奮鬥 就請你讓我 說出口

愛 只能夠 讓你一個 人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄 不停守候 在你心門口
我的傷和眼淚化為烏有 為你而流
藏在 無邊無際 小小宇宙 愛你的我
愛你的我...

加油（add oil）

最近你好吗
少了一点微笑
说的话有点少
最近我也不好
全世界都在逆转
人开始反向思考
发现你爱的人到处跑
昨晚刚升职今天被炒
莫名其妙
谁会知道
是不是上天开的玩笑
一直是你想和谁拥抱
什么是生命中的美好
精力放掉
却不知道
幸福就在下一个转角
说一声加油一切都美好
所有的悲伤请你往边靠
曾经流过的泪
湿了伤口就让阳光晒干而退
这一声加油人人都需要
手牵手我们一起赛跑
说好不见不散不分每秒
守候你到老
go the big go song
时间他一直走
就像是life go song
这过程或许痛苦
不管顺流或逆流
你总得抬起头
让我们一起走
走过艰难和困惑
发现你爱的人到处跑
昨晚刚升职今天被炒
莫名其妙
谁会知道
是不是上天开的玩笑
一直是你想和谁拥抱
什么是生命中的美好
精力放掉
却不知道
幸福就在下一个转角
说一声加油一切都美好
所有的悲伤请你往边靠
曾经流过的泪
湿了伤口就让阳光晒干而退
这一种加油人人都需要
手牵手我们一起赛跑
说好不见不散每分每秒
守候你到老
关关是难关
但我们关关过
雨后天晴的阳光在天空闪闪烁
出现了彩虹忽然间我们才懂
如果这是一场马拉松
那我们一起加油
噢
说一声加油一切都美好
所有的悲伤请你往边靠
曾经流过的泪
湿了伤口就让阳光晒干而退
这一种加油人人都需要
手牵手我们一起赛跑
说好不见不散每分每秒
守候你到老

it had been such a long time ago...

since when i feel lazy to blogging ad...

mayb din hav things to write or dunno how to express my mood...

lets do a summary to fill up my blog for d end of 2010...

hmmm... how to start leh???

ohhh...

after STPM,

my holidays finally approached...

1st thing after exam was preparing a farewell party for our class...

i felt very happy coz we had fun tat nite. 

But still felt disappointed tat some of them cant make it to d party...

hmmm... but anywhere, friendship forever ya buddies... 

i will alwaz remember u all ^^

the next day,

daddy brought us went MITC pc expo...

wow, its flooded wif so many ppl...

went here went there "sight-seeing" i think... hahaha...

surrounding full of noise, shouting :"Digi broadband, Celcom broadband, Maxis broadband, TM broadband..."

blah blah blah~ ~ ~

quite noisy lolx...

tat nite helped my auntie bought a touch-screen camera--- "Canon" branded...

such nice... i wish i could hav 1...

and then, daddy saw 1 laptop quite nice & d price also quite reasonable... he planned to buy it...

he said its for me... tat moment i was so excited & touching...

Saturday,

i forgot wat i did ad...

hmmm... mayb i was dating wif bf gua...

rili forgot ad... haiz... getting older & older... ZzzZzzZzz...

Sunday, (the final day for PC expo)

daddy suddenly said wanna go pc expo again...

ohhh... actually he rili planned to buy me a laptop...

wow... its gorgeous...

finally i got a laptop...

wuhoo... i'm over d moon...

although daddy got some financial problems, he is so love me...

Dad, i appreciate it very much... I LOVE YOU TOO ^^ muacksss...

finally, HP laptop brought bac home tat nite...

surfing internet in McD Ayer Keroh wif new pc... such nice...

Thanks daddy. THANKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS........

21-22 Dec 2010,

i went Genting Highland wif my bf & friends...

it was so great can meet so many friends there...

although we r so tired, yet we had fun there...

SpaceShot, i wanna play it again wif off hands... 

its damn relaxing & can feel like we r flying in d sky...

roller coster, i also wanna play again...

360 degree turning rili thrilling...

sleep also can dream bout those feel ^^

Christmas Eve,

stay in my previos house, cleaning up d house,

vacuum some dust, spider web blah blah blah...

had a nice chat wif nanny...

Christmas,

having BBQ in auntie Agnes house...

hav fun wif all d children...

enjoying~~~

26 Dec 2010,

whole day watching drama at home...

such a great day can relax so well ^^

27 Dec 2010,

later in d morning i hav to go out to daddy shop to help him...

hope today is a nice & lucky day...

good nite...

Ooopppsss,

its GOOD MORNING ad...

will update d blog when i feel like to do so...

hav a nice day all ^0^

cheers~ ~ ~

你不懂我,我不怪你~

我大小姐脾气?　我不否认有时我会这样~　但这一次真的不是这样~　我玩不起?　是谁过份了?　有时真的心好痛好痛~　不懂怎么表达~　已开始不知道怎么办了~　算了~　哭过就好了~　不想再说什么~　因为说什么都会是我的错~　是我大小姐脾气~　是我的错~

its approaching...

STPM is around d corner... >.< ... made me feel so nervous...

this is d last chance for me... d last...

having so much of tension...

family... especially 婆婆 gives me lots of pressure...

i dunwan she said tat i cant do it well tis time because i alwaz go out, alwaz go dating, alwaz go limteh...

28days to go, d STPM will start...

bless me well... work hard... ^^ ... believe in myself... laziness pls go away...

GAMBATEH^^

haiz...

I cant sleep again... dunnoe recently wats happen to me... alwaz cant sleep well...

so I juz online & hanging around & writing blog...

seems like so long time i din cum here & write jor...

mayb im rili too busy for it...

everyday assignments, tuitions...

almost make me cant breath well...

so BORING~~~

感动ing

今天无意间读到了一个朋友的部落格。。。

超感动的说～～～

hmmm。。。

因为我知道，我并不是一个人的。。。

还有几个好姐妹一直支持着我。。。

谢谢你们哦。。。

我真的不打算再在有他的场合出现了。。。

我失望了。。。累了。。。

友谊原来是那么脆弱的。。。

他就像catalyst一样。。。 把我们的友情都弄脆了。。。

算了吧。。。不想再计较些什么。。。

或许这也好。。。我能更专心于我的学业。。。

正所谓：“  ‘彦薇’ 失 ‘马’ ，焉知非福。。。”

哈哈哈。。。

我的人生还很精彩。。。

没有了某人，会更精彩。。。

^^

老公 + 兄弟姐妹们。。。

谢谢你们哦～～～

我爱你们^0^

Friendship forever

D last day of 31 dec 2009... Excited cos friends r gather togather... Nice memory... Wish we can gather every year without less one of them... Friendship forever n happy new year 2010...